I started Early – Took my Dog –And visited the Sea –The Mermaids in the BasementCame out to look at me –
I would like
to be used for
my death. Not
only my body
will be compost
but the thoughts
I left during
from “Peanut Butter” by Eileen Myles
Someone clever once said
Women were not allowed pockets
In case they carried leaflets
To spread sedition
Which means unrest
To you & me
A grandiose word
So ladies, start sewing
Made of pockets & sedition
“Dangerous Coats” by Sharon Owens
(I can’t link to this one as it seems it was only available on a deleted Tweet?)
The swallows, about to return to the beams, went back to roost again;
The candle at my window, just going out, suddenly revived its light.
from “After Getting Drunk, Becoming Sober in the Night” by Po Chu-i
Interesting to read about software developers as a resource from the perspective of the “C suite” set. My work feels simultaneously more respected and objectified at the same time. Probably a good reality check, to be honest.
This post on testing practices sparked some thought on the discipline of software engineering in general and how I’ve seen people react to the concept. There’s a lot I’m taking away from this one.
Yeah, sometimes I just like reading about what folks carry with them when they go about their days.
I run a small press and magazine myself. I love how Tor.com has embraced shorter fiction and it gives me ideas of what’s possible in the world of publishing.
Tremendous resource for science fiction by folks who’s work has fallen by the wayside. Looks like there’s a couple gems in here. Leigh Brackett is quietly my personal favorite on the list.
A bookstore gives an award for young women who have some awesome book collections. This is the hardcore kind of collecting, not just having a bazillion books like me.
Fabulous piece on the “ugly design” trend that is slowly growing, and posits that it’s the natural outcome of a reality that has suddenly become more fragile.
Slightly old article that discusses the question we’ve all been asking ourselves since David Bowie died.
mic. fucking. drop.
Outstanding start to a new column on my very own magazine. I can’t wait to see where she takes this.
Yes! Yes to joy!
Two Dots is one of my favorite puzzle games. Similar to the author, I find it soothing and a great break for my brain when I need to step away from whatever I’m working on for a few minutes. A perfect example of games as self care.
- Staff meeting planning
- Minor tasks
- Writing Storybin tests
- Studying Rails Guides
- Immersive Skyrim
- Getting morning routine back
I finished the major book production planning for LSQ last week. That’s great as it’s just in time for me to work on planning for the staff meeting on Saturday.
I also have a few dangling threads I need to finish off related to the recent and next issues. LSQ work is perpetual!
Study will continue on the Rails Guides. This week I’ll have a normal schedule so it should be an every day event.
For enrichment, I’ve got to get my book reread finished. My immersive Skyrim post turned into five smaller posts, so I’ll be writing one of those because it’s fun! Finally, after being a bit ill over the weekend, I’m working on getting my morning routine back on track.
When I’m coding, sometimes I’ll put on various game soundtracks on Spotify.
I don’t listen to soundtracks for games I already play. I know the music too well and it’s distracting. I focus on trying out music from stuff I’ve never played.
Besides getting music that helps me focus, as a bonus I end up discovering interesting games I’d never heard of before and probably wouldn’t have found any other way.
It’s pretty awesome, though it does mean my Steam wishlist gets even longer.
One of the reasons I built a PC for myself this year was gaming. I hadn’t had a real, solid gaming machine yet and was excited to try it out. In particular, I wanted to see what I could do with mods on Skyrim.
I managed to gather a fair amount of mods that all worked together to give me an interesting, immersive experience. While I haven’t gotten very far in the game’s storyline (technically I haven’t officially started, but I’ll explain that later) I’ve had an interesting time wandering around, doing a bit of dungeon crawling, and ending up getting into and out of a fair amount of trouble.
I thought since I was having so much fun with this play style, someone else might too and so here’s the first part of my guide on playing Skyrim with a bunch of immersion mods. I’ve also added one “in character” cheat mod that keeps things fun.
Okay, fine, I’ll start with the cheat mod.
My character, as I’m playing her, is a Kajit from elsewhere in the Elder Scrolls world. She and her mother (who died recently) were traveling merchants and tinkers. In her grief, she sold everything they had except for the Haven Bag that had been passed down in the family for generations. She came to Skyrim to see what it was like and maybe try starting her life over again.
So yeah, the Haven Bag is probably the cheatiest cheat ever. It’s a house you can carry as a piece of equipment, complete with a bunch of loot, bed, alchemy table, workbench, etc. etc. So sue me, I’m a pack rat. I have to pick up everything I see and having a limited inventory is not for me. Yes, I’ve also slept in the bag and used it to warm up. But this is a land of magic, right? And yeah, this is what my character’s ancestors used to get by in life. It’s there to be used.
Okay, now that I’ve finished justifying why my total cheat is okay, I’ll tell you a bit more about the immersive mods I gathered to make the world feel more lived in and real, not to mention more dangerous. I’m going to go over the general categories now, and then break down the mods in separate posts later.
Before I get started, I’ve created a spreadsheet that lists all the mods, including the load order and links.
First, I have a bunch of what I’ll call “General” mods. These are the standard mods that are recommended that most players use, even if they’re playing a fairly vanilla game otherwise.
Next comes the “Cosmetic” mods. These make the whole world a little prettier, a little more lively, and a lot more realistic, especially when it comes to the animals in the world. I added quite a few of these.
“Loot and Trading” will be after that. I’ve added just a few things to make trade more realistic and add some depth to the world that wasn’t there before.
After that, I’ll talk about the “Direct Effects” mods I’ve added. These add more interactivity to the environment itself, effect the character’s stats, or modify the way the inventory works.
Finally, I’ll cover one of the most interesting set of mods I’ve added: “Health”. These are the mods that massively change the way the game is played and ties all the other mods together into a more immersive, impactful experience.
All in all, adding these mods has made Skyrim interesting and more challenging, though not in the typical way. Monsters and men retain their same level of difficulty. It’s the environment itself that seeks to punish with a more dangerous journey and reward with more beauty and subtlety.
Now I just wish I could keep avoiding that pesky main storyline.
I love tea. Even when you make a basic cup with a bag, there’s still a little ritual around it, something that soothes me and smooths out the rough edges of my day. I also love the subtle (and not so subtle) variations in flavor available in tea, especially when you throw herbal tisanes into the mix. Even without that, the flavors of tea range from light and sweet to dark and earthy or smoky and I find each of them interesting.
So, my tea. I’ve got a cabinet dedicated to it. Top shelf is hard to get to without a chair, so it’s now holding my fancy flower blossom teas as well as a few empty containers waiting for my next loose leaf purchase.
Middle shelf is most of the boxed teas. Celestial Seasonings, Choice, Yorkshire, and Twinnings. I’ve also got some Adagio fandom teas that are tasty and special to me.
Bottom shelf has the tins and a couple special teas. This is where my beloved Pu-erh lives. I’ve also got a tea bag dispenser that holds a couple chamomiles to keep them handy and the last of my bagged Twinnings Lapsang Souchang.
I still need to work up a list, but this is a nice little overview of what I’ve got on hand. I need to remember to pick up a nice white to go along with my greens and blacks.
The fire in the leaf and grass
so green it seems
each summer the last summer.
from “Living” by Denise Levertov